I wait to say something from God that will help you. Scriptures says, I am the way, &c.
In our journey we seem to be climbing a hill and there is but one way and that is straight up to the top. Now what attitude of mind should we have to make our demonstration?
Ans: (1) “Thou shalt have no other Gods before me: (2) Obedience (3) Love &c.
We should know we are already at the top. Then we shall not feel weariness in the climb. Mary Baker Eddy
(Advice To Healers, Volume 3, p.133)